215lbs. 3lbs from the halfway point.

2lbs from the weight I was at 19 years old - though I was A LOT more toned then. Totally different body composition than I had 6 years ago, but same weight.

16lbs from being into ONEderland and out of the 200s.

25lbs from no longer being obese.

79lbs lost since last February.

My measurements are down.

I’m wearing smaller clothes.

All of this should equal happiness, right? It should.

I just feel unsure of everything though. Very unsure. I feel so IN FLUX. Like I’m in between states. 

I’m thrilled with my progress, but I’m not there yet. I feel like I’m not even close. 

I guess I’m just confused and frustrated.